1st entry in 2009!
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
wow! haven't been bloggin for ages n this is e 1st post of the year 2009! hahaha. hehee. got quite a bit to say actually. today's 3rd day of sch. seemed to haf gotten up on the wrong side of bed! everythin went so un-smoothly! first woke up at 6.34am! goodness! my bus comes at 6.44! wat the hell! first thot was whether to pon anot coz yest miss lim jus praised our class for being on time, den today i be e first one to be late! goodness! dun wan la. haha. bt i decided to go anw. so i chiong-ed!!!! haha. saw 157 pass by in front of me. followed by 185(e bus tt i can take to transfer to either 157 or 66). den i jus heck! i jus jaywalked n ran across e road!(dun worry, i care bout safety too!) haha. den i managed to board 185. bt at the transfer bus stop, damn it! both 157 n 66 left b4 i could alight frm 185! so i waited lo. thinkin i'll be late. so msg-ed zeni n ch. haha. bt luckily another 157 came at 7am. so i reached sch at 733am(: haha. still in time. hehee.seemed like it wasn't so bad eh. haha. bt somehow. mood got a bit low during hist. den continously went low. i was actually in e "emo" state. jus tt wasn't v serious so zeni they all didn't realise. bt it doesn't matter. n in fact it's better. coz i noe i look scary wen i'm emo. yep. n i didn't wan e non-stop probing of wat happened too. yep. n until contact. wen nicholas n wuhong came to our class. n tgt w aiman, twin n gibson made the class so fun! haha. den i started laughin n be a bit back to norm:D hee. den went for e leadership talk. goodness. tt teacher was like storytelling can! such a waste of time. as in she's referrin to CT reps n CCA leaders all e time. she only mentioned CIP rep 3 times! 1st: today i ask all of u leaders to gather, CCA leader n vice-leaders, class exco-CT reps n CIP reps.2nd: all e CIP reps, ur in-charge teacher is .....3rd: (wen she's rounding up) so CIP reps e teacher IC of u is .......n e whole of e content was almost not applicable to CIP reps! wat de. as in she's referrin to leaders on e whole, bt to be frank, CIP reps is jus like maths rep/econs rep lo. CT rep den i believe is diff frm jus subject reps. yep. she wasn't boring la. bt like waste my 1 hour there. in class at least more fun i think? i wans't thinkin of gng back to class. i jus felt tt she wasn't addressin e grp of us who are CIP reps. so sit there was like no point. yep.bt anw. after tt i went to buy nametags for gift children.. n went to tj to collect forms frm PCF. wah. luckily a few years back i've gone there b4. so at least i knew i had to alight outside YC.. haha. n somehow wen i was walkin. i seem to rmb sth n knew how to walk. haha. n so lucky. i saw 353 wen i was unsure where to walk. haha. n e blk i wanted to go was 354! haha. i suddenly felt my luck for e day changing! hahaha. den after collectin e forms, i wanted to go TJCC. haha. wah. i anyhow pick a road to walk, n i really managed to see e blks tt i wld pass by wen i'm on bus to TJCC. haha. n so. wat a lucky afternoon it's for me! hahaha. yep yep(:hee. tt's all for today. hmm.this yr kheng is a changed person wor(i hope i can last it thru, coz this is only e 3rd day of sch). haha. i started PIA-ing my hols hw 1 week b4 sch reopened. n actually i realised i could finish everythin on time n nicely. n even haf e sun to go pick books for gift. den damn it. i went my grandma house those 2days.. jus wasted them all! haha. on playin, eating, gng hosp w my cousin. lol. den end up wen my cousin came to my hs to stay frm fri-sun. i could hardly do anythin w her coz i had to PIA my hw! yep.. as in i feel a bit bad. coz she's rather bored i guess? bt i really had to do my work lo. coz sch reopening. no choice. so last min le. haha. yep. n coz time was so tight. n i was lackin slp. so mood wasn't v good. n i felt so frustrated.. n i mean i could feel e irritation.. n i told myself. NEVER! never again m i gng to land myself in such a situation. i've said this many times. bt this time. i could feel myself really gng to mean wat i say. n wat topped up my determination was wen i was still doin work at 2plus. den my mum woke up n asked me if i was still doin. den she said(in chinese):"why everything so tiring, last min den do?"in e past. i always found tt a nag coz i alr knew i was doin last min work. n naggin at me at such a time was of no help at all. coz it's already e last min! yep. bt this time round. i could feel wat she's feeling. yep. n i really told myself. NO MORE! really no more.yep. n b4 sch reopened. i finished all my work! haha. of coz w many blanks for physics n maths. n gp a bit low quality. hehe. bt. i finished! haha. so i was quite relieved wen i went to bed at 230am on mon's wee hours. haha. bt at least tt allowed me to see man-u score 3-0 against chelsea! haha. i'm no soccer/man-u fan, jus tt my siblings are. so a bit of influence. haha.yep. n actually e determination was more of nt doin last min work for hols hw anymore. yep. n den during physics lecture. i was a bit sian. coz it's jus so dry. n i wanted to slp. i mean a choice. nt uncontrollable. den i realised hw pathetic it's to get "U" grade for physics.. seein it on my result slip. n den havin to go for re-test. n tt's prob e first fail grade i've ever gotten on my results slip in my life. n i guess i shld jus repent. n stop piling on more work to my alr unsure J1 work. yep. so i listened. n i kept myself awake! haha. n..I DID IT!:Dhahaha. so happy can! n yep. so actually this buck-up thing was spontaneous.. yep. n den wen i was on my way back. somehow i jus kept tellin myself. hw first.. den leisure. n wen i came home. i really did my hist first. coz there's tutorial outline. n i really hate strugglin on e bus tryin to crap out 3 pages! yep. n i did my work!! hahaha. so happy!:D den went runnin w my sis. n i even skipped tv jus to do hw! haha. i haven't been watchin tv for bout 3days! haha.yep!:D den yest during physics tutorial. i also listened attentively. n didn't slp durin maths lecture. today i didn't even slp in GP lecture!!! haha. kheng suddenly feel so proud of herself! haha. i mean of coz la. e moment twin n i stepped out of e LT. he said,
" u sure got fall asleep jus nw rite?"haha. n i could so proudly say i didn't!:P haha. yep yep.so kheng hopes she can keep this up. coz yest during guidance w miss lim, she told us to write our new year resolution can! so i wrote lo. n i mean write as i think. these are wat i wrote:1) have a better attitude towards studies n work2) be more independent3) save more money4) mange time better5) slim down6) handle human r/s betterhaha. so paiseh can. she said she wld read. bt still. i jus wrote. haha. i'm always serious bout writing these stuff even if it's only for accounting to teachers. i like to tell trcs private stuff. i dun mind. hehee.yep. so i mus keep my new year resolution in mind n work towards them! haha.haha. n actually i can keep myself more focused n determined is also becoz of my determination in jian-fei-ing. haha. coz for tt. i started on last last sat. n so far. other than tt day wen i went my grandma's house n eat homecooked food. i didn't touch fried food at all. n choco is only today wen i ate my cereal bar. haha. yep. i didn't touch any soft drinks at all. no ice-cream. no sweets, even sweet stuff is also minimised. n i eat fruits everyday. jus tt i dun eat vege. so.. haha. yep. n tho nt everyday. i do exercise.. haha. n my motivation or rather why i started on this slimmin down project was coz last sat went bugis shoppin w my cousins n sis. den i saw a jumper tt was rather nice. i tried n it looked rather nice too. bt i look quite fat in it. den bihong jiejie kept sayin it's nice n i look okay. so i bought it. bt i knew i had to cut my fats! n wen i tried it at home, gor's 1st reaction was, "wah! so fat!" haha. yep. no offence meant la i knew. n in fact jus statin e truth. n yep. tt's why i'm tryin to slim down. n also coz i bought a $10 shirt frm downstairs shops. my arms there super tight. yep. i've no idea whether can i reach my aim of slimmin down by CNY so tt i wld look better w my new year clothes. bt i'm tryin. n even if i can't by this CNY. i believe by my b-dae n def b4 next CNY! haha.every yr wen i go buy clothes. i feel fat n out-of-place n i wld tell myself to slim down. bt end up i only keep repeatin this to myself every yr. same of napfa preparation. say only. in e end. a few days b4 napfa start worrying! ya lo. so nw as part of my slimmin-down project. it's also part of my prep for napfa. haha. n tt's to run! haha. run timings of coz! mon i hit a 16min. my best record in these 2months, or rather 1 yr coz i haven't been running. so my sis suggested tt i shld train stamina 1st b4 timing. so she told me to run 10rounds for 2-3weeks first. n today i did it. nt v tough. jus need a lot of determination. hee. yep. in e past wen i was still in bmt in rv. jus a few weeks b4 napfa i start runnin den i can run a good timing alr. coz tt time still trg. so stamina nt so bad. yep.think this is e reason ba(: haha. yep. n anw. my determination in slimmin down stunned zeni. coz last yr i really ate indiscriminately in front of her. haha. n this time round i stunned her. coz tt day after physics retest wen we n norman n matt went to golden rooster. i took out all e chicken skins. haha. n tt's supposed to be my fav. haha. so she's v touched by my determination n she even went to look at slimming down books wen she went kino. hahaha. bt she was "scolded" by anqi wen aq heard some of e ways coz she felt tt those weren't v safe methods. hahaha. wen i told tong i wanted to slim down. her first reaction was also to ask me hw was i intendin to do it. haha. yep yep.n anw. my new resolution is v positive. n actually to a certain extent, if i achieve all these. i wld actually wun belong to e "slackers" club given logic. coz e club is supposed to haf slackers n also food-hunters. if i'm slimmin down, i can go eat buffets n sort. if i m workin hard, i can't be a slacker. yep. bt of coz i aren't gng to nt slim down n slack jus to be part of e club. coz wat i m movin towards nw is e right attitude tt i shld be havin towards life. so even if this will make me a little enstranged(?) w zeni they all. i guess it's alright ba. n i wun think it wld be to e extent of "enstranged" la. jus tt today coz i was so attentive during econs lecture. i wasn't listenin to their occasional conversations/jokes n was like totally distant. bt yep. kheng noes wat's good for her. n maybe if i dun slack le. zeni will be motivated too! hahaa. yep. as in feel a little bit bad coz nw i'm like muggin n den nt talkin to her durin physics le. bt this will benefit both of us ba! haha. again. some human r/s stuff can't write here. coz i dun feel safe.other then this. shld be tt's all i wan to blog ba?haha. suddenly thinkin of my b-dae. coz after CNY. e thing to look forward to is always my b-dae! hahaha. this yr will get twin a b-dae present. mus start thinkin le. haha. coz this is prob e first, only n last yr i givin him present since next yr we likely to be in diff sch/faculty.. def wun see each other so often. den how can I nt give him present? our common b-dae eh! haha. bt still mus be careful.. cannot let ** misunderstand! hahaha.n today in class quite funny. e class was teasin fag n ***** haha. den miss lim said, "aiyo. u all dun be so mean la".. haha. somehow i find it funny. hahaha. haiz. hw i wish wuhong n nicholas can be in our class. really a lot more fun n funny. n esp nw tt almost e whole class is in e same maths class. haiz. bt anw. i'm quite happy w e change in my hist class! haha. still miss oon of coz. n den change IH trc to mr han. somehow he gives me e feelin tt he's someone of great feelings for things. nt emo tt kind of feeling. bt he thinks deeply bout stuff. n is someone of depth. nt sayin miss oon or other trc aren't. bt mr han's feeling is like on e outside. nt inner substance. haha. yep. hopefully he can save us all for our hist! haha. yep. n e thing i'm happy bout is e change of classes. nw we're w e arts class for both IH n SEA hist. hmm. coz i noe yitong n i more or less noe e A01 hist students.. so quite okay. n e class smaller. so i prefer it better. yep. yest miss oon asked me whether is there any diff b/w this class n e previous sci cls. i said yes bt couldn't name e diff. all i observed was tt both classes also nt very responsive. jus tt sci cls gt more ppl. e probability of someone answering was higher. haha. bt yep. so far so good. i quite happy in this class. yep. econs class nw v big. i dun really like it actually. bt too bad. n it's a good thing for e rest.. xinru they all n elaine they all. at least for this yr, they've miss lim to save them. i wun wan to change teachers w them. luckily e sch arranged for miss lim to teach both classes. if nt i wld be damn sad. coz i wan her to be my econs trc. i'm v used to her teaching style n i think it works quite well for me. of coz i can't be 100% sure coz i haven't tried e other trcs. bt miss lim's style is ok for me. yep(:n for maths change to miss ng. she isn't as fierce/strict as i thot. bt she does speak quite softly. bt e most impt thing is tt she dun rmb i WAS frm guitar! haha. tt's VREY good alr! hahahaha. yep.n for physics. still mr tan(: haha. i hope he can see tt i've turned over a new leaf this yr ba. haha. bt i mus be conscious to remind myself nt to try too hard to show him. yep. if nt things will often turn out rather bad:P hehee. jus like mr chan like tt. at e v v last lap, i tried to show him i really was tryin n workin hard for geog. haha. luckily i got my A1 for geog n bio. if nt really v apologetic towards him n miss lai coz i've been slacking for the whole of my sec 3-4 n it wun be fair to them coz they did their part as teachers. yep. really is super good luck can! haha.yep yep. n i believe everythin's nt too late. even miss lim said tt we can still work towards good grades coz we still haf another yr ahead of us! yep.. bt miss oon a bit freak me out yest wen she told us all e prep we've to do for A's. n i suddenly felt tt it's really alot n finally understood why ppl say A's can't last min! haha. n today mr han gave out lecture notes. goodness. it's 60plus pg i think? n he said studyin hist is like tt. bt of coz i dun mind. coz so far. i've been enjoyin hist n really love studyin hist n loves hist! haha. yep(: haha. tt's all la. go play pet society n den at 12am msg mama king happy b-dae den can slp le!:DP.S: also dunno why e 1st 14th of the year 2009 started off so badly. 14 is supposed to be my fav n most fated number! haha.kheng(:14/01/09
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