haiz
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
hmm.. today's ponned sch:P haha. yep. to play bmt. can say had an exciting bmt play! bt PW is really shit now! miss lim says we're at risk now! haiz.. i mean for WR(written report). haiz haiz.. tho my part is nt big. bt i m e one organising all e stuff. n i gave a lot of comments wor. i also got put in effort.. yep. bt i think my role will be bigger for OP(oral presentation) bah.. hmm. bt now. WR is really urgent. next fri mus send in for binding alr. haiz. n miss lim refused to collect today. saying tt she wan us to improve on it first! haiz.. shit le la. bt nvm. this will be a greater source of motivation for us bah. if nt think we will nv be serious:P or rather e few of us only. nt all. haha.yep. n so sian.. this fri got guitar prac. preparation for open day. haiz.. dunno why feel like giving up le leh.. dun feel like gng. actually nw feeling better. jus nw came back den my mum like give e $1000000 face again! haiz. then think of PW den think of guit. really jus sian.. bt nw.. after a while. i feel slightly better.. hmm. see whether zijia gng anot.. if she nt gng. i m nt gng. unless my WR can be good by tmr.. den i will go lo. haha. HAIZ..n dun think will tell zeni. coz she will keep suan-ing me tt i m nt gng. it's nt tt i buay ta han ppl say me.. bt e thing is i jus hope tt my friends can be more understanding towards me.. maybe tt is a better way to train up my determination n help me haf a more resilient attitude.. bt i really feel v unhappy there.. jus hope tt she wun continue to rub on my "wound". bt if i tell her, den she will restrain herself frm sayin many things. i dun like such a restrained interaction.. haiz.. yep.. see lo. complain to tong again:p bt think she herself is alr being v stressed over her pw le. so mus be able to weigh e consequences.. yep..haiz.. ya lo. resilience. bt i really really dun wan to go.. haiz. haha. n i thot of quitting "Brownies" wen i was in Pri Sch. haha. coz of tt. i chose my sec sch CCA - bmt very carefully. now.... haiz. think u guys mus be thinkin i v po ma. say dun wan quit le.. bt now still like thinking of quitting again. haiz. think i wun quit bah. bt will tell them i dun wan to join SYF:P tho tt's equivalent to quitting:P haha. haiz.. see first la.. ask zijia first.. anw. pw more impt now. musn't get demoralised by guitar. haiz.ya la. mus jiayou for pw! haiz.. how could we've allowed ourselves to drop to e std of being at risk?!?!?!?!?! haiz.. nvm. again. jus do it! can de! go kheng!kheng.08-10-081705h
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