Friday, August 8, 2008
humm.. now listening to graduation. updates first. today's 8th of august.. had national celebrations in sch. humm. quite fun. nt as sian as CNY's.. i think more fun than sec sch bah. coz we had e skits put up by diff houses. n it was really quite funny. esp aerius n lignum(!!)'s ones. hahaha. yep. n tho zeni was nt around. at first i sat w karen n lingling. den i went to sit w yeexien n anqi. haha. quite fun. yeexien always v generous.. yep.. n she v nice. except tt day wen she said i a bit xu1 wei3.. long story.. later den explain why.. it's coz of pw. yep..den. went to amphi to write msg for guitar seniors.. coz today's farewell party. like so rush lo. yep.. mon was only handover. n today's farewell. bt i understand e rationale. anw. it doesn't really make much diff. coz initially wen i hear it. i thot to myself i will pon alr. bt now i've decided to go.. yep. at first is coz i noe go there will be quite loner.. den yest i was like frettin on bus whether to go or nt. i dun wan to be such a loser n keep ponning. bt i really feel quite alone there. same reason as to why i felt left out intially this year in S04. coz i dun really like to bond w ppl whom i dunno. jus a bad habit tt i haven't been able to overcome.. or rather i dun really wan to try.. yep.. haiz.. den yest i thot about it. karen(NJ) needs my support. coz she's e sectional leader(SL) for my section now. den my section mainly jasper's clique n e PRC. den shuling, me,her, n 2 other ppl. yep.. den i think she needs some support la. n she's been pei-ing me all e while. so i think i owe her this favour.. bt i was thinking i can't strum e song graduation(coz every section supposed to put up sth for e seniors) den go there quite fei4! i dun wan to jus go there n eat. moreover.. i dun wan to bring guit around. yep. den this morn i said this to karen n she said we nt strumming le. jus singing.. so good lo. i will go. haha..yep.(take abreak first)den at first thot i will go late. coz e longer time i spend there. e more emo i will feel la. yep. n as long as i m there to perform 4 e seniors can alr mah. coz there're really a few seniors tt i m greatful to.. namely shanshan n yuping, my vice-pres n pres respectively.. yep.. n tt's e part tt karen needs support. n coz i wanted to teach ben more.. so if i go off at 4.. like got any use like tt. bt now.. coz i gng fir's concert. so i will reach on time n leave early. haha.it starts at 8pm i think. haha.. yep. thanks jie for pei-ing me go.. coz leena's gt 2 tix.. n she can't go. so she called me jus nw. den coz so far i watch concerts all $100plus bucks de. so i was thinkin i wun be gng for this coz quite ex.. bt nw. leena can sell me.. haha.. hers is &68 de. n she's willing to sell at $50.. haha.. yep. so... cheap. i like fir quite a lot.. so v happy nw coz can go watch!!:D haha.. yay! yep. den after writin messages for senior. intended to come grandma's hs to teach ben ong.. yep.. bt i was v tempted to go back rv to see miss chia. bt nobody could go back w me. bt anw. still take 961 outside nj.so i took 961.. n at e next stop. ade n juatying came up bus n they were gng back rv. so i went back w them! haha..bt honestly. a bit disappointed.. coz miss chia dunno why. gave me e feeling tt she like dun wan talk to me like tt. maybe i over-sensitive la. so i was abit emo.. haiz. ya lo. bt at least i got to see her! i m still quite happy. yep.. ya la. think things change bah. as in cannot expect too much frm her bah. coz she actually was supposed to go for lunch w her colleagues alr.. bt coz her student was asking her sbq.. so she only managed to talk to us at around 1150 i think. n she was supposed to leave at 12 initally.. yep.. so she's v nice alr. yep. bt guess will still think of e past bah.. need to move on in life!!yep.. bt gng back i realised tt there's only rv n her ppl tt will make me feel. coz i put in a lot of feelings.. tt's why i will feel great happiness n unhappiness. whereas in nj.. ok bah.. maybe nt long enough. bt till nw.. dun really haf buddies.. zeni is considered v close le. n my class boys bah(: haha. they're really cute n fun! haha. ya lo. my point is.. e place where i really put in my heart n soul was rv. n tt's why rv ppl, nt only students.. are e only one who can make me feel da4 qi3 da4 luo4 tt kind of feelings.. yep.. actually nt only. gift of reading also.. coz i give alot. so i m v easily affected by it. yep. n of coz family. yep.. jus can say.. i m a proud student of RV! haha.. yep. n i still love miss chia! haha..yep. n wen i entered e side gate. i saw jaslin! was so happy. went up to hug her n talk a bit. den too bad next wk common test..so can't go back 4 trg. prob after my promos bah. mus def go back n play bmt n see my junoirs n coach! haha. yep.. n recently haf been like chionging bmt like tt. play w siblings, play in sch. haha. tt day nj intra-sch.. played doubles w qimin. den last week during pe.. played w my class ppl.. haha. n won wuhong 6cups of iced milo! haha. who told me to bet 5cups w me e 2nd time. haha. yep.. n my class nw siao on bmt. haha. n sth interesting! stalker likes bmt too!:D haha. maybe next time can play w her after gift sessions. or at our house there! haha.yep.. den jus v happy to see jaslin. other than jaslin. only shirlynn n wanyi.. haha. they called out for me outside staff room. bt couldn't see them could only hear them shout me. den after like a while. then they appeared. haha.. yep.. tt's why rv dun make me feel v cosy nw coz all e faces unfamiliar. n even teachers.. bt surprisingly today saw e "old" teachers. haha. saw mdm ong, mrs kan, hong lao shi, mr oh, miss lai. haha.. yep.. n of coz miss chia! n only talked to miss chia coz e other teachers all busy. haha..yep.. so seeing jas made me quite happy. yep.. n point is. i will forever love RV.. even if one day her IP fails n she degrades. haha. my RV will forever be e RV tt i love. e one which nurtured me.. brought me loads of love n care n happiness.. (unhappiness n emo-ness can be forgotten now:P) yep.. n miss ek.. all my beloved teachers. haha.. yep. rv bmt... yep.. I LOVE RV!:Dyep. enough bout sch patriotism. nw bout country's. haha. i still quite like singapore. n i love to watch national day parades. bt only fireworks.. e singing of songs. coz i really think those songs r fantastic. n today was singing them in sch. woots! n really feel proud being a Singaporean wen i singin e songs. hahaha. ya lo. yep..den.. oh ya.. complained bout my emo-ness alr. guit's dilenma.. yep n oh ya. grad song..e song graduation.. wonder if u guys hear b4.. shld be rite? haha. n tho i've been singin it since sec 2. i nv knew its lyrics until today. coz later we gng sing for e seniors mah. n they changed e lyrics. yep. so i was lookin at it. if i m close 2 e seniors.. i will feel touched.. i will feel sad wen they leave. bt it's nt. so tho it applies.. as in i understand wat context e lyrics are written in.. bt i dun really feel e emotional attachment. yep..den bout e original song. there's a part tt goes like this:But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another dayoh my goodness. n i feel as if i've tonnes of things tt i shld haf said last yr bt didn't say. bt somehow all my buddies still w me in nj. tong, qm,ch,fy n clique, fann, ancestor, wm. yep.. only ka,karen n norine oppo.. n valerie n AC n mat in ngee ann. as in somehow. we're still in contact.. so there isn't really a regret tt i didn't say sth.. bt i guess. this is sth tt i shld appreciate.. considered a gift frm heaven? coz if nt.. i wun haf realised hw great tongtong is.. yep. n i guess for 4a buddies.. i think i will really feel v sad to part w them if they arent here. so luckily they are here.. yep.. tho i've no idea hw can i further cherish wat i've coz all e time i've w them is before morn assembly tt 20mins. bt i guess i will still appreciate e morn meetings bah. yep..n wm there's gp, there's guit tho i think she will quit soon, n there's of coz gift! haah. n ancestor. so long we're in e same sch. there's def opportunities for us to haf breakfast tgt!:P haha.. yep.. n e others.. tho nt in same sch. i think we're still concerned bout each other bah... yep.. n one thing i mus say is. tho i've many buddies.. it doesn't imply tt almost everyone is my buddy can... n all of them are all impt to me. nobody can replace anyone.. yep.. haha. they're all special n unique.haha. jus thot of wat nicholas said to zeni tt day:"tho i dun haf a diamond ring, it does not mean anythin"haha. a bit random.. bt tt's really funny. coz we were teasin zeni bout gettin married.. den nicholas was there. n he was being his usual joker self. n he said e above sentence.. WAH! joke man! hahahahhaa.yep.. n i was saying.. bout e song. ya lo.. it's jus so true. bt i think it will apply to me more maybe after JC? coz i m freak sure we wun be still tgt like this after JC.. nt everyone will be like this. bt e ones tt i will still be close to. i think nt many bah. as in wun haf tt many opportunities to be tgt.. yep.. bt once buddies, forever buddies. haha.yep.. n suddenly think i will miss S04 wen we part next year. might nt be tt kind of emotional attachement like 4a.. bt jus all e fun n laughter tt comes frm watchin ppl being jokes. like hw xinru said e wrong script wen she was doin e skit today.. haha. nicholas shouting for zeni wen she went up to perform for angklung n he sayin his love for zeni is true. hahahaha.. n jiaqiang always saying his mum thinks he's handsome, his father is a drunkard.. n him doin DL's "yes yes yes yes yes yes yes.." n "YES........ AND no". hahaha.. nicholas n jiaqiang really lights up my life in NJ! haha.. n i bet most of 04-ians will agree.haha. yep..ya lo.. bt jus some emotions wen i saw e lyrics.. sec 2 wen we had to part to go sec 3.. many of e classes sang this song.. n our class did also. n it's like tears all over.. yep.. sec 4 our grad wasn't this song. was tt famous song.. i think e title is like french or sth. ooh! auld lang sign. haha. paiseh i a bit noob. dunno hw spell. bt ya.. ya lo. n sec 4 i cried more readily than sec 2. coz by sec 4 really had a lot more good friends, teachers, bond w 4a was stronger n also e fact tt we've to leave RV.. n also venturing into another world. yep. so it's like.... goodness.. think i might cry quite badly next yr for our grad?haha. jiaqiang they all sure laugh de.. maybe zeni will cry like me. bt coz more guys in our cls.. den nt totally united coz got diff combi.. yep.. n till nw. think we haven't had a full class outin yet? haha. ya lo.. bt i think i still love my class n my classmates! haha..anw.. jus put e whole of e song lyrics here to make u guys emo like me:P haha..before tt. e few parts tt i've even more attachment to.. yep..As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends foreverWill the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
yep. n now. e full song. can go youtube to listen to e song as u read e lyrics(:
http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=GGZ0mDQc3rQ
Title: Graduation (Friends Forever)
Artist: Vitamin C
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Verse 1:
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
Verse 2:
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Verse 3:
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
Verse 4:
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
Chorus:
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever
Verse 5:
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Verse 6:
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
(Repeat Chorus)
La, la, la, la;
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la;
We will still be friends forever
Bridge:
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
(Repeat Chorus 3x)
yep. a long post.. tt shld be it..n i wan to make today STALKERS' day. for stalker n me. she's junior stalker n i m senior stalker. haha... coz today no gift of readin. den i wan to drop sth into her letter box since i can memorise her full address! haha.. yep.. so i was thinkin of making national day card. bt kind of like lame. den i thot of can make today STALKERS' day.. coz today's 8th of august. den 8 n 8 like stalkers.. always e same:P haha. ya.. a bit lame too. bt jus for fun! haha. maybe 10years down e road.. wen maybe we dun go for gift. we'll still rmb to msg each other "happy STALKERS day!" on 8th aug? tt wld be so sweet. haha.. n i think i will do it unless i fall out w her. haha.. yep.. n also coz today's 1 day b4 nat'l day. so likely tt we will be free n maybe next time can go out n celebrate out special day? haha.. yep. n i m able to think of such lame stuff coz we haf a special identity. n tt's "stalkers!" haha. n frm today onwards. i will officially be senior stalker n she will be junior stalker.. haha. n of coz wen i saw her blog. v touched. coz she under her name, she put stalker. it's like nickname tt only e 2 of us use. bt she puts there. haha. so i'm touched! dun u guys think so? haha. yep. bt coz i dun haf e construction paper w me nw. left them at amphi in NJ jus nw. so prob tmr den i can give her e card.. bt nvm.. i will msg her happy stalker day! haha..yay! n later gng fir's concert!yay yay!:Dyeexien n anqi tried taking photos at 0808h this morn coz it's rare tt there's 08:08 as time n 08/08/08 as date! haha.kheng.08/08/08
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